Month two

YES! I made it over a month! Not that I thought I wouldn't, but it IS an accomplishment.

I have no idea what I weigh. My home scale doesn't read over a certain weight (ahem, 300 pounds). In fact, it will read 299.5 then "OL." I am guessing for OVERLOAD! nice. BUT! I am currently wearing a size 26 pant. I used to be a SCREAMING 28, but now I'm in a sorta comfortable 26! WOO!

Hmmm. Oh, overate again. Now I see why I need to separate my fluids from my meals. I was drinking a protein shake and decided to have an scrambled egg.....WRONG! I felt like my food was in my throat and like I needed to throw up. I lay in bed, cursing myself, willing myself not to throw it back up, thinking I would feel better if I did(!), and feeling clammy all the while. Stupid, stupid, STUPID!

I was better an hour later. I HAVE to learn to slow my roll. So, I will notice the satisfied feeling, instead of the "Oh, shit! I did it again!" feeling.

I have been walking in the morning. I do about a mile and it takes about 22 minutes. My lil girl has been joining me sometimes. But she goes back to school next week, so I will be doing it alone after I send the kids off. I like to do it early because it has been so Africa hot. It was 105 degrees today.

My brother talked to one of my former co-workers. She had the surgery like two or three years ago. She told my bro, if I follow the rules, I will do okay....Like, duh.....isn't that how it works?? My main concern is in 18 months...When I will be likely to put the weight back on...

Oh, got my period yesterday. YAY!!! It is like good news and bad news....I am not pregnant!! but I have my period. One more of these and I go BACK. ON. THE. PILL. and NEVER have a period AGAIN! But I have to survive this one first. Blech. Dude, there is a reason I didn't have a period for almost four years.....

The reunion honeymoon is over. I am like, "eh. whatever." There are only two or three people I still talk to, but I am not wasting my days on the internet catching up on the stupid Class of '87 website.

Trying to remember to take all of my supplements is a pain! ha. I have started taking my iron in the morning with my vitamins. Then I have to remember to take my calicum later. I guess I could mix it with my evening protein shake.